NOT NOW

Come here, please hold my hand for now
help me, I’m scared please show me how
to fight this, god has a master plan
and I guess I am in his demand

Please save me, this time I cannot run
and I’ll see you when this is done
and now I have come to realize
that you are the one who’s left behind

DUMPWEED

It’s understood, I said it many ways
Too scared to run, I’m too scared to stay
I said I’d leave, I could never leave her
And if I did, you know I’d never cheat her

But this I ask, it’s what I want to know
How would you feel, if I should choose to go
Another guy, you think it’d be unlikely
Another guy, you think he’d wanna fight me

She’s a dove, she’s a fucking nightmare
Unpredictable, it was my mistake to stay here
On the go, it’s way too late to play
I need a girl that I can train

CAROUSEL

i talk to you every now and then
i never felt so alone again
i stop to think at a wishing well
my thoughts send me on a carousel

here i am standing on my own
not a motion from the telephone
i know not a reason why
solitudes a reason to die

Box Car Racer “THERE IS”

This vacation’s useless
These white pills aren’t kind
I’ve given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I’ve given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more

UNTITLED

I think of a while ago
We might of have had it all
I was so stupid then
You needed time to grow
But now just as things change
As well my feelings do
In time things rearrange
I am so sick of chasing you

But what do I get ’cause I just seem to lose
You make me regret those times I spent with you
And playing those games as I wait for your call
And now I give up, so goodbye and so long

FAMILY REUNION

shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tits fart turd and twat
shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tits fart turd and twat
shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tits fart turd and twat
shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tits fart turd and twat
I fucked your mom
And i wanna suck my dad
And my momma too
Oh, is this thing on?

ALIEN EXIST’S

Hey mom, there’s something in the backroom
Hope it’s not the creatures from above
You used to read me stories, as if my dreams were boring
We all know conspiracies are dumb

What if people knew that these were real (real)
I’d leave my closet door open all night
I know the CIA would say “what you hear is all hearsay”
Wish someone would tell me what was right

Up all night long
And there’s something very wrong
And I know it must be late
Been gone since yesterday
I’m not like you guys
I’m not like you

I am still the skeptic, yes, you know me (you know me)
Been best friends and will be ’til we die (die)
I got an injection of fear from the abduction
My best friend thinks I’m just telling lies, alright

Up all night long
And there’s something very wrong
And I know it must be late
Been gone since yesterday
I’m not like you guys
I’m not like you

Dark and scary, ordinary
Explanation, information
Nice to know ya, paranoia
Where’s my mother, biofather

Up all night long
And there’s something very wrong
And I know it must be late
Been gone since yesterday
I’m not like you guys
Twelve majestic lies

GOING AWAY TO COLLEGE

Please take me by the hand
It’s so cold out tonight
I’ll put blankets on the bed
I won’t turn out the light

Just don’t forget to
Think about me
And I won’t forget you
“I’ll write you once a week”, she said

VOYEUR

And when the day ends I’m sure she feels sorrow
The lonely guy I am I wait for her to change
I’ve been here two days I’ll sure be here tomorrow
I’d eat her all if she were on my dinner plate

I’d wish she’d be more kind now
I’m out of luck cause the shades are pulled down
I’ve seen everything there is to be shown
I followed her all the way home

ADAM’S SONG

I never thought I’d die alone
I laughed the loudest, who’d have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at allI took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn’t think enough
I’m too depresed to go on, you’ll be sorry when I’m gone